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by Teri Gender Bender

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suzie 02:34
SUZIE’S YEARNING FOR A CHANGE AS THE SUN SETS SHE BEGINS TO FEEL BURNT OUT ORPHAN CHILD IS WHAT SHE IS AT THE AGE OF 22 SHE FELT LOCKED IN KICKED HERSELF, KICKED HERSELF IT WAS ALWAYS TOWARDS THE END WHEN SHE HAD KICKED HERSELF FORGIVE YOUSELF, FORGIVE YOURSELF THE LIGHT CAN BE RESTORED IF YOU FORGIVE YOURSELF FOR SOME YEARS LOW VOICES SEEMED TO SETTLE DOWN MOTHERHOOD CLOULD NOT HAVE COME AT SUCH A PERFECT TIME ALAS HER DAUGHTER GREW AWARE OF HER RELAPSE AT THE AGE OF 32 SHE HAD DISTURBED CLOSE FRIENDS FOUGHT HERSELF, FOUGHT HERSELF IT WAS ALWAYS TOWARD THE END WHEN SHE HAD FOUGHT HERSELF KICKED HERSELF, KICKED HERSELF IT WAS ALWAYS TOWARDS THE END WHEN SHE HAD KICKED HERSELF SUE HOSED THE GARDEN AS SHE HELD HER GUN SHE PICKED THE WEEKEND FLOWERS AS SHE APPROACHED HER MAN RAN TOWARDS THE KITCHEN AS SHE HELD HER ROPE SHE PICKED THE WEAKENED PAPERS AS SHE BRUSHED HIS HAIR DUG HER MAN FOUGHT HERSELF FOUGHT HERSELF IT WAS ALWAYS TOWARDS THE END WHEN SHE HAD FOUGHT HERSELF SUIZE’S YEARNING FOR A CHANCE HER FAMILY DARE NOT SPEAK TO HER AGAIN BEHIND STEEL BARS SHE IS NOW ALONE WHY WAS SHE SO UNHAPPY ALL THOSE YEARS AGO PISSED HERSELF, SHE PISSED HERSELF SUZIE HAD IT ALL SHE EVEN HELD THE CURE RIGHTEOUS BUT DEVOURED OF HIMALAYAN SALTS SHE KILLED HERSELF KILLED HERSELF KILLED HERSELF INTO NOWHERE SHE HAD IT ALL!
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IT FEELS VERY STIFF AROUND MY BODY AND I SUSPECT THAT I HURT BECAUSE OF OMY RECENTLY THESE 2 LAST WEEKS I’VE BEEN FEELING SO AT EASE SHE AM SORRY SHE AM SORRY ONCE UPON A SOUND THAT I’LL NEVER UNDERSTAND AND I’LL ADMIT TO BLEEDING MYSTERY LESS MEANINGLESS NEVER IT’S ALL CONNECTED! TIED DOWN BUT CONNECTED! DAYS FLY THROUGH CONNECTION CONNECTION CONNECTION
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grownless 02:38
I’M GROWING UP AND NOTHING’S GONNA STOP ME NOW I’M GROWING UP AND NOWHERE’S GOOD CAUSE THE MORE I GROW THE MORE IT’S SPENT FEELING UP THE MORNING I FORGET WHAT GIVES I’M FEELING UP THE MORNING IN MY HOUSE WAKING BACK TO MOURNING AND I SEE IT’S SO I’M BAWLING, BAWLING CROSSED FEELING UP MY FEELING UP MY FEELING UP MY AIR I FEEL IT ALL NOW I FEEL IT’S ALL UP NOW CAUSE’ I’M GROWING UP AND NOTHING’S GONNA STOP ME NOW AND I’M GONNA DROP IT ALL WITH MY LEFT HAND GONNA USE IT GROWING UP IS HARD ENOUGH IT’S NOT NOTHING, MAN I COULD HAVE WRAPPED US DOWN AND MAYBE MY LEFT HAND,OH GROWING UP MUST BE SOMETHING GROWING UP MUST BE SOMETHING NOBODY’S GONNA STOP ME NOW CAUSE I’M GROWING UP BABY IT’S NOT NOTHING NOTHING’S GONNA STOP, NOTHING’S GONNA STOP ME NOW NOTHING’S GONNA STOP ME FROM GROWING UP
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I DID SOMETHING WRONG SOMETHING WRONG LAST NIGHT I TOLD YOUR PEARL THAT WAS ALRIGHT I DID SOMETHING MEAN, SOMETHING SICK LAST NIGHT I TOOK YOUR WIFE AND HID HER IN MY ARMS OH BABY I WANT A WOMAN THAT WILL SING INTO MY FEAR ALL THE NOTES OF YESTERDAY SING INTO MY EAR! I’VE DONE NOTHING WRONG NOTHING WRONG TODAY SHE SPEAKS MY NAME INSTEAD OF YOURS AND I AM NOT TO BLAME FLOWERS IN THE AIR THE WINE HAS ALWAYS FLOWN WE RAN AWAY, THE TWO OF US YOU WERE JUST A GHOST OH BABY, I WANT A WOMAN THAT WILL SING INTO MY EAR ALL THE NOTES OF YESTERDAY NO, IT AIN’T PRETTY SWEET OF ME THIS LOVE I FOUND IS TO BE UNBOUND I KNOW IT AINT PRETTY SWEET OF ME BUT THE GIRL YOU LOVE NOW BELONGS TO ME ME, MEEEE OH BABY, I WANT A WOMAN WHO WILL SING INTO MY EAR ALL THE NOTES OF YESTERDAY WHO WILL TEASE ME WITH HER TEETH AND LOVE ME WHEN I’M SANE

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released August 18, 2022

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Teri Gender Bender El Paso, Texas

Teri Gender Bender is primarily known for her exceptional performances for Le Butcherettes as well as collaborating with Omar Rodríguez-López, Melvins and Iggy Pop. As a solo artist, Teri has outgrown any kind of categorization, presenting herself gender-fluid, cheeky and colorful. Far beyond common genre boundaries, inviting us to embrace and celebrate oneself's weirdness and quirkiness. ... more

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